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February Goals

I’ve had this post in my head since last weekend … Better late than never, right?

Right now I am struggling with life/work balance. I am so unhappy at work I have started looking for another job. I moved to the early shift and still find myself working at least 2 hours overtime almost every day. 😦 The only “bonus” is that I am still leaving work at a “reasonable” hour. I really thought that work would get better since we were bought out but that is not the case. It also does not help that just about everyone in my department is miserable including my manager.

Friday had me running around like a chicken with my head cut off as we’ve just implemented a new pricing process that requires multiple busy people to look at our costs before the quote goes to our finance department and then back to our VP of sales. If she changes a penny, it must go back to finance for approval …

The process is taking 5+ days. Unacceptable, but what can we do. It honestly feels like we are being set up to fail.Β I am told right now is our busy season and it will slow down but I am not seeing it.

On the fitness side, I am still managing to fit in at least a 20 minute workout into my day every day. My body is tired but I am getting it done. I want to increase the amount of time I exercise but I have not yet convinced myself to work out before work. And when I get home, some nights I am so hungry that I inhale a yogurt before exercising and then choose a 20 minute workout. I still have not attempted a Jillian workout.

I need to get a better handle on my food intake. I was supposed to start tracking it on Feb 1 but … I neglected to. Made myself the world’s most awesome sandwich for breakfast today and yesterday. Put it into myfitnesspal.com only to cry at how calorie heavy it is. No regrets, but it is an eye opener. Also my water intake has fallen by the wayside. 😦

Financially … I have not been as diligent as I used to be with my money. I have been having way too many coffees out. Considering I am/was a one coffee a day kind of girl and 99% of the time it was instant from home as I am not a “real” coffee drinker. I like coffee that doesn’t taste like coffee, flavoured is my jam. This new habit of going for a second coffee 3+ times a week needs to end.

Basically I am a hot mess and need to get myself back on track. This is the month to start focusing on me.

 

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Comments on: "February Goals" (6)

  1. Oh I sympathise though…it is so easy to get into ‘hot mess’ mode when work is messing with your work/life balance. That is a tough situation to tackle when it seems a systemic problem, rather than personal work habits etc. What do you think the chances are that it really is just the ‘busy’ season? Or is it just the workplace culture?

    All I can say is well done for even doing 20 minutes workout a day. That must be helping to reduce stress, even if it doesn’t feel like it immediately.

  2. I have to say that I’m uber impressed that you’ve been working out DAILY with all this going on and I think you need to give yourself some credit! Coffee that has nothing in it and tastes like coffee is my jam… hahaha!! But back in the day I did like the whip creamy chocolately type of coffee drinks once in a while.. lol! I hope you find new work soon, that sounds hell’ish to deal with! 😦 Sorry you’re going through that right now!

  3. I wish you well on finding another job. Nothing is worse than going to a job everyday that you can’t stand.

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